hey yeah so i g...

hey yeah so i got a good part in the play? what is THAT all about? im nervous already but i can tell its gonna be bangin....of course it is cause maralle is my husband! haha :)mostly im just psyched that kevin thinks im good enough to be a lead. strange, really. my track meet was canceled so thats cool.... but now im like uhhhh what do i do?? i want to go shopping for a bathing suit. it seems like summer is never going to come. and it seems like i i will never get my act together. and it seems like school will nevvvvveerr eeeevvverrrr end. please say it will!

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blah blah blah blah!!!! borrrred i feel fat and lazy and just plain fat. so im going to the gym. ewww. im listening to a really good song its called "compicated" its like a summary of how i feel about people. actually, one person. but anyway. booooorreeedd!!!!"...Chill out,What you yellin' for?Lay back, it's all been done beforeAnd if you could only let it be....You will seeI LIKE YOU THE WAY YOU ARE!!!!!!!But you becomeSomebody else'Round everyone elseTake off all your preppy clothesYou know You're not fooling anyone...."

smelly cat

chamomilia: today sucksVVildcat: awwVVildcat: whtychamomilia: its so crappy outchamomilia: and there's nothing to doVVildcat: awwwVVildcat: i just got back form the gymVVildcat: it was niceVVildcat: i lost 2 pounds hell yeahchamomilia: aw i wanna go to the gym!VVildcat: go go go go go chamomilia: where where where where whereVVildcat: i dont know i dont know i dont knowchamomilia: :-Dchamomilia: i love you i love you i love you i love youVVildcat: i love you i love you i love you i love you i love YOU!!!!!!!!chamomilia: YOU are my hero, my hero, my hero, my hero, my heroVVildcat: YOU are my idol my idol my idol my idolchamomilia: YOU make me smile, make me smile, make me smile, make me smile, make me smileVVildcat: YOU light up my life light up my life light up my lifechamomilia: awwwwwwwwwwww(that was a good one)VVildcat: heheVVildcat: O:-)chamomilia: you are too cool, are too cool, are too cool, are too cool, are too coolVVildcat: you are way cooler way cooler way cooler way coolerchamomilia: no way, no way no way, way, way, way, way, wayVVildcat: okay okay okay okaychamomilia: hee hee heeVVildcat: but your still mad cool mad cool mad cool mad coolchamomilia: aw aw aw aw aw awVVildcat: yay yay yay yay yay yay yay yayVVildcat: i gotta go eat dinner dinner dinner dinner dinnerchamomilia: :-D:-D:-D:-Dchamomilia: have fun fun fun fun funchamomilia: yum yum yum yum yumVVildcat: yum yum yum!VVildcat: bye bye bye bye bye bye bye!camille is great.

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raiiiny dayyyy

you know that song that goes, "raiiinyyy day.... rainy day" if any one knows that song perhaps you could be so kind as to tell me who its by. gracias

yesterday i went ...

yesterday i went to school and track then went to mollys and then kelly came and we smoked withh ryan but whoa....... it was the worst high ever. i felt so scared and lost and didnt know where i was or what i was doing. usually when i get like that i just fall asleep, but i couldnt this time. i wanted it to go away. its kind of getting scary. i dont want to smoke anymore but its gettin to be like.... i dont know. i just expect myself to do it every weekend. ahhh...

imagine findi...

imagine finding your true love, the real thing, and then having them leave you? i dont think you ever get over your first real love. i dont really know where this is going. i just got back from cindy's funeral... and i was perfectly stoic until the eulogy, where cindy's sister spoke about john and cindy's relationship. i cant even fathom the pain and grief john must be going through. i am just grateful that they two of them were able to spend 30 wonderful years together.sigh.....

hola!

today is tuesday. im not realllly crazy for tuesdays. but today is okay. mr harrington started crying in bio and i felt so bad i just gave him a big hug. he is such a big sweetie mopey man. it was funny! but then i had such a mean sub in history! thats right, a SUB in HISTORY! which means mr sheehan wasnt there, yahoo!! but the sub was a real asshole, me and camille wanted to punch him so bad! oh well i must say it was better than mr. sheehan. and today we have track.... no! its so scary! i really hate it. but i still try! today we have to go with the guys and thats just more people to see me screw up, blah! i need to stop being negative! the weather is realllllly shitty though, and freezing. i am praying it will get cancelled. im in 6th period study right now, i really wish i was a senior. oh well..... ill stop by whining now.

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blah! i want to have something stable and reliable in my life. like, im tired of running around and playing games. i just want to feel comfortable with someone, so that i can completely be myself around them and not scare them off. i THINK i have found that, but im not sure? and im too scared to risk it. ahh! i feel like my problems are so trivial and stupid. well........ they are.