yesterday i went ...

yesterday i went to school and track then went to mollys and then kelly came and we smoked withh ryan but whoa....... it was the worst high ever. i felt so scared and lost and didnt know where i was or what i was doing. usually when i get like that i just fall asleep, but i couldnt this time. i wanted it to go away. its kind of getting scary. i dont want to smoke anymore but its gettin to be like.... i dont know. i just expect myself to do it every weekend. ahhh...